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Chapter IV
Princess Mary as she sat listening to the old menโs talk and faultfinding, understood nothing of what she heard; she only wondered whether the guests had all observed her fatherโs hostile attitude toward her. She did not even notice the special attentions and amiabilities shown her during dinner by Borรญs Drubetskรณy, who was visiting them for the third time already.
Princess Mary turned with absent-minded questioning look to Pierre, who hat in hand and with a smile on his face was the last of the guests to approach her after the old prince had gone out and they were left alone in the drawing room.
โMay I stay a little longer?โ he said, letting his stout body sink into an armchair beside her.
โOh yes,โ she answered. โYou noticed nothing?โ her look asked.
Pierre was in an agreeable after-dinner mood. He looked straight before him and smiled quietly.
โHave you known that young man long, Princess?โ he asked.
โWho?โ
โDrubetskรณy.โ
โNo, not long….โ
โDo you like him?โ
โYes, he is an agreeable young man…. Why do you ask me that?โ said Princess Mary, still thinking of that morningโs conversation with her father.
โBecause I have noticed that when a young man comes on leave from Petersburg to Moscow it is usually with the object of marrying an heiress.โ
โYou have observed that?โ said Princess Mary.
โYes,โ returned Pierre with a smile, โand this young man now manages matters so that where there is a wealthy heiress there he is too. I can read him like a book. At present he is hesitating whom to lay siege toโyou or Mademoiselle Julie Karรกgina. He is very attentive to
her.โ
โHe visits them?โ
โYes, very often. And do you know the new way of courting?โ said Pierre with an amused smile, evidently in that cheerful mood of good humored raillery for which he so often
reproached himself in his diary.
โNo,โ replied Princess Mary.
โTo please Moscow girls nowadays one has to be melancholy. He is very melancholy with Mademoiselle Karรกgina,โ said Pierre.
โReally?โ asked Princess Mary, looking into Pierreโs kindly face and still thinking of her own sorrow. โIt would be a relief,โ thought she, โif I ventured to confide what I am feeling to someone. I should like to tell everything to Pierre. He is kind and generous. It would be a
relief. He would give me advice.โ
โWould you marry him?โ
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โOh, my God, Count, there are moments when I would marry anybody!โ she cried suddenly to her own surprise and with tears in her voice. โAh, how bitter it is to love someone near to you and to feel that…โ she went on in a trembling voice, โthat you can do nothing for him but grieve him, and to know that you cannot alter this. Then there is only one thing leftโto go
away, but where could I go?โ
โWhat is wrong? What is it, Princess?โ
But without finishing what she was saying, Princess Mary burst into tears.
โI donโt know what is the matter with me today. Donโt take any noticeโforget what I have said!โ
Pierreโs gaiety vanished completely. He anxiously questioned the princess, asked her to speak out fully and confide her grief to him; but she only repeated that she begged him to forget what she had said, that she did not remember what she had said, and that she had no trouble except the one he knew ofโthat Prince Andrewโs marriage threatened to cause a rupture between father and son.
โHave you any news of the Rostรณvs?โ she asked, to change the subject. โI was told they are coming soon. I am also expecting Andrew any day. I should like them to meet here.โ
โAnd how does he now regard the matter?โ asked Pierre, referring to the old prince.
Princess Mary shook her head.
โWhat is to be done? In a few months the year will be up. The thing is impossible. I only wish I could spare my brother the first moments. I wish they would come sooner. I hope to be friends with her. You have known them a long time,โ said Princess Mary. โTell me honestly the whole truth: what sort of girl is she, and what do you think of her?โThe real truth, because you know Andrew is risking so much doing this against his fatherโs will that I should like to know….โ
An undefined instinct told Pierre that these explanations, and repeated requests to be told the whole truth, expressed ill-will on the princessโ part toward her future sister-in-law and a wish that he should disapprove of Andrewโs choice; but in reply he said what he felt rather than what he thought.
โI donโt know how to answer your question,โ he said, blushing without knowing why. โI really donโt know what sort of girl she is; I canโt analyze her at all. She is enchanting, but what makes her so I donโt know. That is all one can say about her.โ
Princess Mary sighed, and the expression on her face said: โYes, thatโs what I expected and
feared.โ
โIs she clever?โ she asked.
Pierre considered.
โI think not,โ he said, โand yetโyes. She does not deign to be clever…. Oh no, she is simply enchanting, and that is all.โ
Princess Mary again shook her head disapprovingly.
โAh, I so long to like her! Tell her so if you see her before I do.โ
โI hear they are expected very soon,โ said Pierre.
Princess Mary told Pierre of her plan to become intimate with her future sister-in-law as soon as the Rostรณvs arrived and to try to accustom the old prince to her.