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Chapter XX
The card tables were drawn out, sets made up for boston, and the countโs visitors settled themselves, some in the two drawing rooms, some in the sitting room, some in the library.
The count, holding his cards fanwise, kept himself with difficulty from dropping into his usual after-dinner nap, and laughed at everything. The young people, at the countessโ instigation, gathered round the clavichord and harp. Julie by general request played first.
After she had played a little air with variations on the harp, she joined the other young ladies in begging Natรกsha and Nicholas, who were noted for their musical talent, to sing something.
Natรกsha, who was treated as though she were grown up, was evidently very proud of this but
at the same time felt shy.
โWhat shall we sing?โ she said.
โโThe Brook,โโ suggested Nicholas.
โWell, then, letโs be quick. Borรญs, come here,โ said Natรกsha. โBut where is Sรณnya?โ
She looked round and seeing that her friend was not in the room ran to look for her.
Running into Sรณnyaโs room and not finding her there, Natรกsha ran to the nursery, but Sรณnya was not there either. Natรกsha concluded that she must be on the chest in the passage. The chest in the passage was the place of mourning for the younger female generation in the Rostรณv household. And there in fact was Sรณnya lying face downward on Nurseโs dirty feather bed on the top of the chest, crumpling her gauzy pink dress under her, hiding her face with her slender fingers, and sobbing so convulsively that her bare little shoulders shook.
Natรกshaโs face, which had been so radiantly happy all that saintโs day, suddenly changed: her eyes became fixed, and then a shiver passed down her broad neck and the corners of her mouth drooped.
โSรณnya! What is it? What is the matter?… Oo… Oo… Oo…!โ And Natรกshaโs large mouth widened, making her look quite ugly, and she began to wail like a baby without knowing why, except that Sรณnya was crying. Sรณnya tried to lift her head to answer but could not, and hid her face still deeper in the bed. Natรกsha wept, sitting on the blue-striped feather bed and hugging her friend. With an effort Sรณnya sat up and began wiping her eyes and explaining.
โNicholas is going away in a weekโs time, his… papers… have come… he told me himself… but still I should not cry,โ and she showed a paper she held in her handโwith the verses Nicholas had written, โstill, I should not cry, but you canโt… no one can understand… what a soul he has!โ
And she began to cry again because he had such a noble soul.
โItโs all very well for you… I am not envious… I love you and Borรญs also,โ she went on, gaining a little strength; โhe is nice… there are no difficulties in your way…. But Nicholas is my cousin… one would have to… the Metropolitan himself… and even then it canโt be done.
And besides, if she tells Mammaโ (Sรณnya looked upon the countess as her mother and called her so) โthat I am spoiling Nicholasโ career and am heartless and ungrateful, while truly…
God is my witness,โ and she made the sign of the cross, โI love her so much, and all of you, only Vรฉra… And what for? What have I done to her? I am so grateful to you that I would willingly sacrifice everything, only I have nothing….โ
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Sรณnya could not continue, and again hid her face in her hands and in the feather bed. Natรกsha began consoling her, but her face showed that she understood all the gravity of her friendโs trouble.
โSรณnya,โ she suddenly exclaimed, as if she had guessed the true reason of her friendโs sorrow, โIโm sure Vรฉra has said something to you since dinner? Hasnโt she?โ
โYes, these verses Nicholas wrote himself and I copied some others, and she found them on my table and said sheโd show them to Mamma, and that I was ungrateful, and that Mamma would never allow him to marry me, but that heโll marry Julie. You see how heโs been with her all day… Natรกsha, what have I done to deserve it?…โ
And again she began to sob, more bitterly than before. Natรกsha lifted her up, hugged her, and, smiling through her tears, began comforting her.
โSรณnya, donโt believe her, darling! Donโt believe her! Do you remember how we and Nicholas, all three of us, talked in the sitting room after supper? Why, we settled how everything was to be. I donโt quite remember how, but donโt you remember that it could all be arranged and how nice it all was? Thereโs Uncle Shinshรญnโs brother has married his first cousin. And we are only second cousins, you know. And Borรญs says it is quite possible. You know I have told him all about it. And he is so clever and so good!โ said Natรกsha. โDonโt you cry, Sรณnya, dear love, darling Sรณnya!โ and she kissed her and laughed. โVรฉraโs spiteful; never mind her! And all will come right and she wonโt say anything to Mamma. Nicholas will tell her himself, and he doesnโt care at all for Julie.โ
Natรกsha kissed her on the hair.
Sรณnya sat up. The little kitten brightened, its eyes shone, and it seemed ready to lift its tail, jump down on its soft paws, and begin playing with the ball of worsted as a kitten should.
โDo you think so?… Really? Truly?โ she said, quickly smoothing her frock and hair.
โReally, truly!โ answered Natรกsha, pushing in a crisp lock that had strayed from under her
friendโs plaits.
Both laughed.
โWell, letโs go and sing โThe Brook.โโ
โCome along!โ
โDo you know, that fat Pierre who sat opposite me is so funny!โ said Natรกsha, stopping suddenly. โI feel so happy!โ
And she set off at a run along the passage.
Sรณnya, shaking off some down which clung to her and tucking away the verses in the bosom of her dress close to her bony little chest, ran after Natรกsha down the passage into the sitting room with flushed face and light, joyous steps. At the visitorsโ request the young people sang the quartette, โThe Brook,โ with which everyone was delighted. Then Nicholas sang a song
he had just learned:
At nighttime in the moonโs fair glow
How sweet, as fancies wander free,
To feel that in this world thereโs one Who still is thinking but of thee!
That while her fingers touch the harp Wafting sweet music oโer the lea,
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It is for thee thus swells her heart, Sighing its message out to thee…
A day or two, then bliss unspoilt, But oh! till then I cannot live!…
He had not finished the last verse before the young people began to get ready to dance in the large hall, and the sound of the feet and the coughing of the musicians were heard from the gallery.
Pierre was sitting in the drawing room where Shinshรญn had engaged him, as a man recently returned from abroad, in a political conversation in which several others joined but which bored Pierre. When the music began Natรกsha came in and walking straight up to Pierre said, laughing and blushing: โMamma told me to ask you to join the dancers.โ
โI am afraid of mixing the figures,โ Pierre replied; โbut if you will be my teacher…โ And lowering his big arm he offered it to the slender little girl.
While the couples were arranging themselves and the musicians tuning up, Pierre sat down with his little partner. Natรกsha was perfectly happy; she was dancing with a grown-up man, who had been abroad. She was sitting in a conspicuous place and talking to him like a grown-up lady. She had a fan in her hand that one of the ladies had given her to hold.
Assuming quite the pose of a society woman (heaven knows when and where she had learned it) she talked with her partner, fanning herself and smiling over the fan.
โDear, dear! Just look at her!โ exclaimed the countess as she crossed the ballroom, pointing
to Natรกsha.
Natรกsha blushed and laughed.
โWell, really, Mamma! Why should you? What is there to be surprised at?โ
In the midst of the third รฉcossaise there was a clatter of chairs being pushed back in the sitting room where the count and Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna had been playing cards with the majority of the more distinguished and older visitors. They now, stretching themselves after sitting so long, and replacing their purses and pocketbooks, entered the ballroom. First came Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna and the count, both with merry countenances. The count, with playful ceremony somewhat in ballet style, offered his bent arm to Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna. He drew himself up, a smile of debonair gallantry lit up his face and as soon as the last figure of the รฉcossaise was ended, he clapped his hands to the musicians and shouted up to their gallery, addressing the
first violin: โSemรซn! Do you know the Daniel Cooper?โ
This was the countโs favorite dance, which he had danced in his youth. (Strictly speaking, Daniel Cooper was one figure of the anglaise.) โLook at Papa!โ shouted Natรกsha to the whole company, and quite forgetting that she was dancing with a grown-up partner she bent her curly head to her knees and made the whole room ring with her laughter.
And indeed everybody in the room looked with a smile of pleasure at the jovial old gentleman, who standing beside his tall and stout partner, Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna, curved his arms, beat time, straightened his shoulders, turned out his toes, tapped gently with his foot, and, by a smile that broadened his round face more and more, prepared the onlookers for
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what was to follow. As soon as the provocatively gay strains of Daniel Cooper (somewhat resembling those of a merry peasant dance) began to sound, all the doorways of the ballroom were suddenly filled by the domestic serfsโthe men on one side and the women on the otherโwho with beaming faces had come to see their master making merry.
โJust look at the master! A regular eagle he is!โ loudly remarked the nurse, as she stood in one of the doorways.
The count danced well and knew it. But his partner could not and did not want to dance well.
Her enormous figure stood erect, her powerful arms hanging down (she had handed her reticule to the countess), and only her stern but handsome face really joined in the dance.
What was expressed by the whole of the countโs plump figure, in Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna found expression only in her more and more beaming face and quivering nose. But if the count, getting more and more into the swing of it, charmed the spectators by the unexpectedness of his adroit maneuvers and the agility with which he capered about on his light feet, Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna produced no less impression by slight exertionsโthe least effort to move her shoulders or bend her arms when turning, or stamp her footโwhich everyone appreciated in view of her size and habitual severity. The dance grew livelier and livelier. The other couples could not attract a momentโs attention to their own evolutions and did not even try to do so.
All were watching the count and Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna. Natรกsha kept pulling everyone by sleeve or dress, urging them to โlook at Papa!โ though as it was they never took their eyes off the couple. In the intervals of the dance the count, breathing deeply, waved and shouted to the musicians to play faster. Faster, faster, and faster; lightly, more lightly, and yet more lightly whirled the count, flying round Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna, now on his toes, now on his heels; until, turning his partner round to her seat, he executed the final pas, raising his soft foot backwards, bowing his perspiring head, smiling and making a wide sweep with his arm, amid a thunder of applause and laughter led by Natรกsha. Both partners stood still, breathing heavily and wiping their faces with their cambric handkerchiefs.
โThatโs how we used to dance in our time, ma chรจre,โ said the count.
โThat was a Daniel Cooper!โ exclaimed Mรกrya Dmรญtrievna, tucking up her sleeves and puffing heavily.