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Chapter XVII
On our right flank commanded by Bagratiรณn, at nine oโclock the battle had not yet begun. Not wishing to agree to Dolgorรบkovโs demand to commence the action, and wishing to avert responsibility from himself, Prince Bagratiรณn proposed to Dolgorรบkov to send to inquire of the commander in chief. Bagratiรณn knew that as the distance between the two flanks was more than six miles, even if the messenger were not killed (which he very likely would be), and found the commander in chief (which would be very difficult), he would not be able to get back before evening.
Bagratiรณn cast his large, expressionless, sleepy eyes round his suite, and the boyish face of Rostรณv, breathless with excitement and hope, was the first to catch his eye. He sent him.
โAnd if I should meet His Majesty before I meet the commander in chief, your excellency?โ said Rostรณv, with his hand to his cap.
โYou can give the message to His Majesty,โ said Dolgorรบkov, hurriedly interrupting Bagratiรณn.
On being relieved from picket duty Rostรณv had managed to get a few hoursโ sleep before morning and felt cheerful, bold, and resolute, with elasticity of movement, faith in his good fortune, and generally in that state of mind which makes everything seem possible, pleasant, and easy.
All his wishes were being fulfilled that morning: there was to be a general engagement in which he was taking part, more than that, he was orderly to the bravest general, and still more, he was going with a message to Kutรบzov, perhaps even to the sovereign himself. The morning was bright, he had a good horse under him, and his heart was full of joy and happiness. On receiving the order he gave his horse the rein and galloped along the line. At first he rode along the line of Bagratiรณnโs troops, which had not yet advanced into action but were standing motionless; then he came to the region occupied by Uvรกrovโs cavalry and here he noticed a stir and signs of preparation for battle; having passed Uvรกrovโs cavalry he clearly heard the sound of cannon and musketry ahead of him. The firing grew louder and louder.
In the fresh morning air were now heard, not two or three musket shots at irregular intervals as before, followed by one or two cannon shots, but a roll of volleys of musketry from the slopes of the hill before Pratzen, interrupted by such frequent reports of cannon that sometimes several of them were not separated from one another but merged into a general roar.
He could see puffs of musketry smoke that seemed to chase one another down the hillsides, and clouds of cannon smoke rolling, spreading, and mingling with one another. He could also, by the gleam of bayonets visible through the smoke, make out moving masses of infantry and narrow lines of artillery with green caissons.
Rostรณv stopped his horse for a moment on a hillock to see what was going on, but strain his attention as he would he could not understand or make out anything of what was happening: there in the smoke men of some sort were moving about, in front and behind moved lines of troops; but why, whither, and who they were, it was impossible to make out. These sights and sounds had no depressing or intimidating effect on him; on the contrary, they stimulated his energy and determination.
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โGo on! Go on! Give it them!โ he mentally exclaimed at these sounds, and again proceeded to gallop along the line, penetrating farther and farther into the region where the army was already in action.
โHow it will be there I donโt know, but all will be well!โ thought Rostรณv.
After passing some Austrian troops he noticed that the next part of the line (the Guards) was already in action.
โSo much the better! I shall see it close,โ he thought.
He was riding almost along the front line. A handful of men came galloping toward him.
They were our Uhlans who with disordered ranks were returning from the attack. Rostรณv got out of their way, involuntarily noticed that one of them was bleeding, and galloped on.
โThat is no business of mine,โ he thought. He had not ridden many hundred yards after that before he saw to his left, across the whole width of the field, an enormous mass of cavalry in brilliant white uniforms, mounted on black horses, trotting straight toward him and across his path. Rostรณv put his horse to full gallop to get out of the way of these men, and he would have got clear had they continued at the same speed, but they kept increasing their pace, so that some of the horses were already galloping. Rostรณv heard the thud of their hoofs and the jingle of their weapons and saw their horses, their figures, and even their faces, more and more distinctly. They were our Horse Guards, advancing to attack the French cavalry that was coming to meet them.
The Horse Guards were galloping, but still holding in their horses. Rostรณv could already see their faces and heard the command: โCharge!โ shouted by an officer who was urging his thoroughbred to full speed. Rostรณv, fearing to be crushed or swept into the attack on the French, galloped along the front as hard as his horse could go, but still was not in time to avoid them.
The last of the Horse Guards, a huge pockmarked fellow, frowned angrily on seeing Rostรณv before him, with whom he would inevitably collide. This Guardsman would certainly have bowled Rostรณv and his Bedouin over (Rostรณv felt himself quite tiny and weak compared to these gigantic men and horses) had it not occurred to Rostรณv to flourish his whip before the eyes of the Guardsmanโs horse. The heavy black horse, sixteen hands high, shied, throwing back its ears; but the pockmarked Guardsman drove his huge spurs in violently, and the horse, flourishing its tail and extending its neck, galloped on yet faster. Hardly had the Horse Guards passed Rostรณv before he heard them shout, โHurrah!โ and looking back saw that their foremost ranks were mixed up with some foreign cavalry with red epaulets, probably French.
He could see nothing more, for immediately afterwards cannon began firing from somewhere and smoke enveloped everything.
At that moment, as the Horse Guards, having passed him, disappeared in the smoke, Rostรณv hesitated whether to gallop after them or to go where he was sent. This was the brilliant charge of the Horse Guards that amazed the French themselves. Rostรณv was horrified to hear later that of all that mass of huge and handsome men, of all those brilliant, rich youths, officers and cadets, who had galloped past him on their thousand-ruble horses, only eighteen were left after the charge.
โWhy should I envy them? My chance is not lost, and maybe I shall see the Emperor immediately!โ thought Rostรณv and galloped on.
When he came level with the Foot Guards he noticed that about them and around them cannon balls were flying, of which he was aware not so much because he heard their sound as
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because he saw uneasiness on the soldiersโ faces and unnatural warlike solemnity on those of the officers.
Passing behind one of the lines of a regiment of Foot Guards he heard a voice calling him by
name.
โRostรณv!โ
โWhat?โ he answered, not recognizing Borรญs.
โI say, weโve been in the front line! Our regiment attacked!โ said Borรญs with the happy smile seen on the faces of young men who have been under fire for the first time.
Rostรณv stopped.
โHave you?โ he said. โWell, how did it go?โ
โWe drove them back!โ said Borรญs with animation, growing talkative. โCan you imagine it?โ and he began describing how the Guards, having taken up their position and seeing troops before them, thought they were Austrians, and all at once discovered from the cannon balls discharged by those troops that they were themselves in the front line and had unexpectedly to go into action. Rostรณv without hearing Borรญs to the end spurred his horse.
โWhere are you off to?โ asked Borรญs.
โWith a message to His Majesty.โ
โThere he is!โ said Borรญs, thinking Rostรณv had said โHis Highness,โ and pointing to the Grand Duke who with his high shoulders and frowning brows stood a hundred paces away from them in his helmet and Horse Guardsโ jacket, shouting something to a pale, white uniformed Austrian officer.
โBut thatโs the Grand Duke, and I want the commander in chief or the Emperor,โ said Rostรณv, and was about to spur his horse.
โCount! Count!โ shouted Berg who ran up from the other side as eager as Borรญs. โCount! I am wounded in my right handโ (and he showed his bleeding hand with a handkerchief tied round it) โand I remained at the front. I held my sword in my left hand, Count. All our familyโthe von Bergsโhave been knights!โ
He said something more, but Rostรณv did not wait to hear it and rode away.
Having passed the Guards and traversed an empty space, Rostรณv, to avoid again getting in front of the first line as he had done when the Horse Guards charged, followed the line of reserves, going far round the place where the hottest musket fire and cannonade were heard.
Suddenly he heard musket fire quite close in front of him and behind our troops, where he could never have expected the enemy to be.
โWhat can it be?โ he thought. โThe enemy in the rear of our army? Impossible!โ And suddenly he was seized by a panic of fear for himself and for the issue of the whole battle.
โBut be that what it may,โ he reflected, โthere is no riding round it now. I must look for the commander in chief here, and if all is lost it is for me to perish with the rest.โ
The foreboding of evil that had suddenly come over Rostรณv was more and more confirmed the farther he rode into the region behind the village of Pratzen, which was full of troops of all kinds.
โWhat does it mean? What is it? Whom are they firing at? Who is firing?โ Rostรณv kept asking as he came up to Russian and Austrian soldiers running in confused crowds across his path.
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โThe devil knows! Theyโve killed everybody! Itโs all up now!โ he was told in Russian, German, and Czech by the crowd of fugitives who understood what was happening as little as
he did.
โKill the Germans!โ shouted one.
โMay the devil take themโthe traitors!โ
โZum Henker diese Russen!โ 42 muttered a German.
Several wounded men passed along the road, and words of abuse, screams, and groans mingled in a general hubbub, then the firing died down. Rostรณv learned later that Russian and Austrian soldiers had been firing at one another.
โMy God! What does it all mean?โ thought he. โAnd here, where at any moment the Emperor may see them…. But no, these must be only a handful of scoundrels. It will soon be over, it canโt be that, it canโt be! Only to get past them quicker, quicker!โ
The idea of defeat and flight could not enter Rostรณvโs head. Though he saw French cannon and French troops on the Pratzen Heights just where he had been ordered to look for the commander in chief, he could not, did not wish to, believe that.
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โHang these Russians!โ