CHAPTER XXV.
Though Mrs. Jennings was in the habit of spending a large portion of the
year at the houses of her children and friends, she was not without a settled
habitation of her own. Since the death of her husband, who had traded with
success in a less elegant part of the town, she had resided every winter in a
house in one of the streets near Portman Square. Towards this home, she
began on the approach of January to turn her thoughts, and thither she one
day abruptly, and very unexpectedly by them, asked the elder Misses
Dashwood to accompany her. Elinor, without observing the varying
complexion of her sister, and the animated look which spoke no
indifference to the plan, immediately gave a grateful but absolute denial for
both, in which she believed herself to be speaking their united inclinations.
The reason alleged was their determined resolution of not leaving their
mother at that time of the year. Mrs. Jennings received the refusal with
some surprise, and repeated her invitation immediately.
โOh, Lord! I am sure your mother can spare you very well, and I do beg
you will favour me with your company, for Iโve quite set my heart upon it.
Donโt fancy that you will be any inconvenience to me, for I shanโt put
myself at all out of my way for you. It will only be sending Betty by the
coach, and I hope I can afford that. We three shall be able to go very well in
my chaise; and when we are in town, if you do not like to go wherever I do,
well and good, you may always go with one of my daughters. I am sure
your mother will not object to it; for I have had such good luck in getting
my own children off my hands that she will think me a very fit person to
have the charge of you; and if I donโt get one of you at least well married
before I have done with you, it shall not be my fault. I shall speak a good
word for you to all the young men, you may depend upon it.โ
โI have a notion,โ said Sir John, โthat Miss Marianne would not object to
such a scheme, if her elder sister would come into it. It is very hard indeed
that she should not have a little pleasure, because Miss Dashwood does not
wish it. So I would advise you two, to set off for town, when you are tired
of Barton, without saying a word to Miss Dashwood about it.โ
โNay,โ cried Mrs. Jennings, โI am sure I shall be monstrous glad of Miss
Marianneโs company, whether Miss Dashwood will go or not, only the more
the merrier say I, and I thought it would be more comfortable for them to be
together; because, if they got tired of me, they might talk to one another,
and laugh at my odd ways behind my back. But one or the other, if not both
of them, I must have. Lord bless me! how do you think I can live poking by
myself, I who have been always used till this winter to have Charlotte with
me. Come, Miss Marianne, let us strike hands upon the bargain, and if Miss
Dashwood will change her mind by and bye, why so much the better.โ
โI thank you, maโam, sincerely thank you,โ said Marianne, with warmth:
โyour invitation has insured my gratitude for ever, and it would give me
such happiness, yes, almost the greatest happiness I am capable of, to be
able to accept it. But my mother, my dearest, kindest mother,โI feel the
justice of what Elinor has urged, and if she were to be made less happy, less
comfortable by our absenceโOh! no, nothing should tempt me to leave her.
It should not, must not be a struggle.โ
Mrs. Jennings repeated her assurance that Mrs. Dashwood could spare
them perfectly well; and Elinor, who now understood her sister, and saw to
what indifference to almost every thing else she was carried by her
eagerness to be with Willoughby again, made no farther direct opposition to
the plan, and merely referred it to her motherโs decision, from whom
however she scarcely expected to receive any support in her endeavour to
prevent a visit, which she could not approve of for Marianne, and which on
her own account she had particular reasons to avoid. Whatever Marianne
was desirous of, her mother would be eager to promoteโshe could not
expect to influence the latter to cautiousness of conduct in an affair
respecting which she had never been able to inspire her with distrust; and
she dared not explain the motive of her own disinclination for going to
London. That Marianne, fastidious as she was, thoroughly acquainted with
Mrs. Jenningsโ manners, and invariably disgusted by them, should overlook
every inconvenience of that kind, should disregard whatever must be most
wounding to her irritable feelings, in her pursuit of one object, was such a
proof, so strong, so full, of the importance of that object to her, as Elinor, in
spite of all that had passed, was not prepared to witness.
On being informed of the invitation, Mrs. Dashwood, persuaded that such
an excursion would be productive of much amusement to both her
daughters, and perceiving through all her affectionate attention to herself,
how much the heart of Marianne was in it, would not hear of their declining
the offer upon her account; insisted on their both accepting it directly; and
then began to foresee, with her usual cheerfulness, a variety of advantages
that would accrue to them all, from this separation.
โI am delighted with the plan,โ she cried, โit is exactly what I could wish.
Margaret and I shall be as much benefited by it as yourselves. When you
and the Middletons are gone, we shall go on so quietly and happily together
with our books and our music! You will find Margaret so improved when
you come back again! I have a little plan of alteration for your bedrooms
too, which may now be performed without any inconvenience to any one. It
is very right that you should go to town; I would have every young woman
of your condition in life acquainted with the manners and amusements of
London. You will be under the care of a motherly good sort of woman, of
whose kindness to you I can have no doubt. And in all probability you will
see your brother, and whatever may be his faults, or the faults of his wife,
when I consider whose son he is, I cannot bear to have you so wholly
estranged from each other.โ
โThough with your usual anxiety for our happiness,โ said Elinor, โyou
have been obviating every impediment to the present scheme which
occurred to you, there is still one objection which, in my opinion, cannot be
so easily removed.โ
Marianneโs countenance sunk.
โAnd what,โ said Mrs. Dashwood, โis my dear prudent Elinor going to
suggest? What formidable obstacle is she now to bring forward? Do not let
me hear a word about the expense of it.โ
โMy objection is this; though I think very well of Mrs. Jenningsโs heart,
she is not a woman whose society can afford us pleasure, or whose
protection will give us consequence.โ
โThat is very true,โ replied her mother, โbut of her society, separately
from that of other people, you will scarcely have any thing at all, and you
will almost always appear in public with Lady Middleton.โ
โIf Elinor is frightened away by her dislike of Mrs. Jennings,โ said
Marianne, โat least it need not prevent MY accepting her invitation. I have
no such scruples, and I am sure I could put up with every unpleasantness of
that kind with very little effort.โ
Elinor could not help smiling at this display of indifference towards the
manners of a person, to whom she had often had difficulty in persuading
Marianne to behave with tolerable politeness; and resolved within herself,
that if her sister persisted in going, she would go likewise, as she did not
think it proper that Marianne should be left to the sole guidance of her own
judgment, or that Mrs. Jennings should be abandoned to the mercy of
Marianne for all the comfort of her domestic hours. To this determination
she was the more easily reconciled, by recollecting that Edward Ferrars, by
Lucyโs account, was not to be in town before February; and that their visit,
without any unreasonable abridgement, might be previously finished.
โI will have you both go,โ said Mrs. Dashwood; โthese objections are
nonsensical. You will have much pleasure in being in London, and
especially in being together; and if Elinor would ever condescend to
anticipate enjoyment, she would foresee it there from a variety of sources;
she would, perhaps, expect some from improving her acquaintance with her
sister-in-lawโs family.โ
Elinor had often wished for an opportunity of attempting to weaken her
motherโs dependence on the attachment of Edward and herself, that the
shock might be less when the whole truth were revealed, and now on this
attack, though almost hopeless of success, she forced herself to begin her
design by saying, as calmly as she could, โI like Edward Ferrars very much,
and shall always be glad to see him; but as to the rest of the family, it is a
matter of perfect indifference to me, whether I am ever known to them or
not.โ
Mrs. Dashwood smiled, and said nothing. Marianne lifted up her eyes in
astonishment, and Elinor conjectured that she might as well have held her
tongue.
After very little farther discourse, it was finally settled that the invitation
should be fully accepted. Mrs. Jennings received the information with a
great deal of joy, and many assurances of kindness and care; nor was it a
matter of pleasure merely to her. Sir John was delighted; for to a man,
whose prevailing anxiety was the dread of being alone, the acquisition of
two, to the number of inhabitants in London, was something. Even Lady
Middleton took the trouble of being delighted, which was putting herself
rather out of her way; and as for the Miss Steeles, especially Lucy, they had
never been so happy in their lives as this intelligence made them.
Elinor submitted to the arrangement which counteracted her wishes with
less reluctance than she had expected to feel. With regard to herself, it was
now a matter of unconcern whether she went to town or not, and when she
saw her mother so thoroughly pleased with the plan, and her sister
exhilarated by it in look, voice, and manner, restored to all her usual
animation, and elevated to more than her usual gaiety, she could not be
dissatisfied with the cause, and would hardly allow herself to distrust the
consequence.
Marianneโs joy was almost a degree beyond happiness, so great was the
perturbation of her spirits and her impatience to be gone. Her unwillingness
to quit her mother was her only restorative to calmness; and at the moment
of parting her grief on that score was excessive. Her motherโs affliction was
hardly less, and Elinor was the only one of the three, who seemed to
consider the separation as any thing short of eternal.
Their departure took place in the first week in January. The Middletons
were to follow in about a week. The Miss Steeles kept their station at the
park, and were to quit it only with the rest of the family.