Chapter III.
Emma could not forgive her: but as neither provocation nor resentment
were discerned by Mr. Knightley, who had been of the party, and had seen
only proper attention and pleasing behavior on each side, he was expressing
the next morning, being at Hartfield again on business with Mr.
Woodhouse, his approbation of the whole; not so openly as he might have
done had her father been out of the room, but speaking plain enough to be
very intelligible to Emma. He had been used to think her unjust to Jane, and
had now great pleasure in marking an improvement.
โA very pleasant evening,โ he began as soon as Mr. Woodhouse had been
talked into what was necessary, told that he understood, and the papers
swept away;โโparticularly pleasant. You and Miss Fairfax gave us some
very good music. I do not know a more luxurious state, sir, than sitting at
oneโs ease to be entertained a whole evening by two such young women;
sometimes with music and sometimes with conversation. I am sure Miss
Fairfax must have found the evening pleasant, Emma. You left nothing
undone. I was glad you made her play so much for having no instrument at
her grandmotherโs, it must have been a real indulgence.โ
โI am happy you approved,โ said Emma, smiling; โbut I hope I am not
often deficient in what is due to guests at Hartfield.โ
โNo, my dear,โ said her father instantly; โthat I am sure you are not.
There is nobody half so attentive and civil as you are. If any thing, you are
too attentive. The muffin last night,โif it had been handed round once, I
think it would have been enough.โ
โNo,โ said Mr. Knightley, nearly at the same time; โyou are not often
deficient; not often deficient, either in manner or comprehension. I think
you understand me, therefore.โ
An arch look expressedโโI understand you well enough;โ but she said
only, โMiss Fairfax is reserved.โ
โI always told you she wasโa little; but you will soon overcome all that
part of her reserve which ought to be overcome, all that has its foundation
in diffidence. What arises from discretion must be honoured.โ
โYou think her diffident. I do not see it.โ
โMy dear Emma,โ said he, moving from his chair into one close by her,
โyou are not going to tell me, I hope, that you had not a pleasant evening.โ
โOh no; I was pleased with my own perseverance in asking questions, and
amused to think how little information I obtained.โ
โI am disappointed,โ was his only answer.
โI hope every body had a pleasant evening,โ said Mr. Woodhouse, in his
quiet way. โI had. Once, I felt the fire rather too much; but then I moved
back my chair a little, a very little, and it did not disturb me. Miss Bates was
very chatty and good humoured, as she always is, though she speaks rather
too quick. However, she is very agreeable, and Mrs. Bates, too, in a
different way. I like old friends; and Miss Jane Fairfax is a very pretty sort
of young lady; a very pretty and a very well behaved young lady indeed.
She must have found the evening agreeable, Mr. Knightley, because she had
Emma.โ
โTrue, sir; and Emma, because she had Miss Fairfax.โ
Emma saw his anxiety, and wishing to appease it, at least for the present,
said, and with a sincerity which no one could question,โ
โShe is a sort of elegant creature that one cannot keep oneโs eyes from. I
am always watching her to admire; and I do pity her from my heart.โ
Mr. Knightley looked as if he were more gratified than he cared to
express; and before he could make any reply, Mr. Woodhouse, whose
thoughts were on the Batesโs, said,โ
โIt is a great pity that their circumstances should be so confined! a great
pity indeed! and I have often wishedโbut it is so little one can venture to
doโsmall, trifling presents, of any thing uncommon. Now, we have killed a
porker, and Emma thinks of sending them a loin or a leg; it is very small
and delicateโHartfield pork is not like any other porkโbut still it is pork
โand, my dear Emma, unless one could be sure of their making it into
steaks, nicely fried, as ours are fried, without the smallest grease, and not
roast it, for no stomach can bear roast porkโI think we had better send the
legโdo not you think so, my dear?โ
โMy dear papa, I sent the whole hind-quarter. I knew you would wish it.
There will be the leg to be salted, you know, which is so very nice, and the
loin to be dressed directly, in any manner they like.โ
โThatโs right, my dear, very right. I had not thought of it before, but that
was the best way. They must not over-salt the leg; and then, if it is not over-
salted, and if it is very thoroughly boiled, just as Serle boils ours, and eaten
very moderately of, with a boiled turnip, and a little carrot or parsnip, I do
not consider it unwholesome.โ
โEmma,โ slid Mr. Knightley, presently, โI have a piece of news for you.
You like newsโand I heard an article in my way hither that I think will
interest you.โ
โNews! Oh yes, I always like news. What is it?โwhy do you smile so?โ
where did you hear it?โat Randalls?โ
He had time only to say,โ
โNo, not at Randalls; I have not been near Randalls,โโwhen the door was
thrown open, and Miss Bates and Miss Fairfax walked into the room. Full
of thanks and full of news, Miss Bates knew not which to give quickest. Mr.
Knightley soon saw that he had lost his moment, and that not another
syllable of communication could rest with him.
โOh, my dear sir, how are you this morning? My dear Miss Woodhouseโ
I come quite overpowered. Such a beautiful hind-quarter of pork! You are
too bountiful! Have you heard the news? Mr. Elton is going to be married.โ
Emma had not had time even to think of Mr. Elton, and she was so
completely surprised, that she could not avoid a little start, and a little blush,
at the sound.
โThere is my news:โI thought it would interest you,โ said Mr. Knightley,
with a smile, which implied a conviction of some part of what had passed
between them.
โBut where could you hear it?โ cried Miss Bates. โWhere could you
possibly hear it, Mr. Knightley? For it is not five minutes since I received
Mrs. Coleโs noteโno, it cannot be more than fiveโor at least tenโfor I
had got my bonnet and spencern on, just ready to come outโI was only
gone down to speak to Patty again about the porkโJane was standing in the
passageโwere not you, Jane?โfor my mother was so afraid that we had
not any salting-pan large enough. So I said, I would go down and see, and
Jane said, โShall I go down instead? for I think you have a little cold, and
Patty has been washing the kitchen.โโโOh, my dear,โ said Iโwell, and just
then came the note. A Miss Hawkinsโthatโs all I knowโa Miss Hawkins
of Bath. But, Mr. Knightley, how could you possibly have heard it? for the
very moment Mr. Cole told Mrs. Cole of it, she sat down and wrote to me.
A Miss Hawkinsโโ
โI was with Mr. Cole on business an hour and a half ago. He had just read
Eltonโs letter as I was shown in, and handed it to me directly.โ
โWell! that is quiteโI suppose there never was a piece of news more
generally interesting. My dear sir, you really are too bountiful. My mother
desires her very best compliments and regards, and a thousand thanks, and
says you really quite oppress her.โ
โWe consider our Hartfield pork,โ replied Mr. Woodhouseโโindeed it
certainly is, so very superior to all other pork, that Emma and I cannot have
a greater pleasure thanโโ
โOh, my dear sir, as my mother says, our friends are only too good to us.
If ever there were people who, without having great wealth themselves, had
every thing they could wish for, I am sure it is us. We may well say, that
โour lot is cast in a goodly heritage.โ9 Well, Mr. Knightley, and so you
actually saw the letterโwellโโ
โIt was short, merely to announceโbut cheerful, exulting of course.โ
Here was a sly glance at Emma. โHe had been so fortunate as toโI forget
the precise wordsโone has no business to remember them. The information
was, as you state, that he was going to be married to a Miss Hawkins. By
his style, I should imagine it just settled.โ
โMr. Elton going to be married!โ said Emma, as soon as she could speak.
โHe will have every bodyโs wishes for his happiness.โ
โHe is very young to settle,โ was Mr. Woodhouseโs observation.
โHe had better not be in a hurry. He seemed to me very well off as he was.
We were always glad to see him at Hartfield.โ
โA new neighbour for us all, Miss Woodhouse!โ said Miss Bates joyfully:
โmy mother is so pleased!โshe says she cannot bear to have the poor old
vicarage without a mistress. This is great news, indeed. Jane, you have
never seen Mr. Eiton:โno wonder that you have such a curiosity to see
him.โ
Janeโs curiosity did not appear of that absorbing nature as wholly to
occupy her.
โNo, I have never seen Mr. Elton,โ she replied, starting on this appeal: โis
heโis he a tall man?โ
โWho shall answer that question?โ cried Emma. โMy father would say,
โYes;โ Mr. Knightley, โNo;โ and Miss Bates and I, that he is just the happy
medium. When you have been here a little longer, Miss Fairfax, you will
understand that Mr. Elton is the standard of perfection in Highbury, both in
person and mind.โ
โVery true, Miss Woodhouse, so she will. He is the very best young man;
โbut, my dear Jane, if you remember, I told you yesterday he was precisely
the height of Mr. Perry. Miss Hawkins,โI dare say, an excellent young
woman. His extreme attention to my motherโwanting her to sit in the
vicarage-pew, that she might hear the better, for my mother is a little deaf,
you knowโit is not much, but she does not hear quite quick. Jane says that
Col. Campbell is a little deaf. He fancied bathing might be good for itโthe
warm bathโbut she says it did him no lasting benefit. Col. Campbell, you
know, is quite our angel. And Mr. Dixon seems a very charming young
man, quite worthy of him. It is such a happiness when good people get
togetherโand they always do. Now, here will be Mr. Elton and Miss
Hawkins; and there are the Coles, such very good people; and the PerrysโI
suppose there never was a happier or a better couple than Mr. and Mrs.
Perry. I say, sir,โ turning to Mr. Woodhouse, โI think there are few places
with such society as Highbury. I always say, we are quite blessed in our
neighbours. My dear sir, if there is one thing my mother loves better that
another, it is porkโa roast loin of porkโโ
โAs to who, or what Miss Hawkins is, or how long he has been
acquainted with her,โ said Emma, โnothing, I suppose, can be known. One
feels that it cannot be a very long acquaintance. He has been gone only four
weeks.โ Nobody had any information to give; and, after a few more
wonderings, Emma said,โ
โYou are silent, Miss Fairfaxโbut I hope you mean to take an interest in
this news. You, who have been hearing and seeing so much of late on these
subjects, who must have been so deep in the business on Miss Campbellโs
accountโwe shall not excuse your being indifferent about Mr. Elton and
Miss Hawkins.โ
โWhen I have seen Mr. Elton,โ replied Jane, โI dare say I shall be
interestedโbut I believe it requires that with me. And as it is some months
since Miss Campbell married, the impression may be a little worn off.โ
โYes, he has been gone just four weeks, as you observe, Miss
Woodhouse,โ said Miss Bates, โfour weeks yesterday:โa Miss Hawkins:โ
well, I had always rather fancied it would be some young lady hereabouts;
not that I everโMrs. Cole once whispered to meโbut I immediately said,
โNo, Mr. Elton is a most worthy young manโbutโโ In short, I do not think
I am particulary quick at those sort of discoveries. I do not pretend to it.
What is before me, I see. At the same time, nobody could wonder if Mr.
Elton should have aspiredโMiss Woodhouse lets me chatter on, so good
humouredly. She knows I would not offend for the world. How does Miss
Smith do? She seems quite recovered now. Have you heard from Mrs. John
Knightley lately? Oh, those dear little children. Jane, do you know I always
fancy Mr. Dixon like Mr. John Knightley? I mean in personโtall, and with
that sort of lookโand not very talkative.โ
โQuite wrong, my dear aunt; there is no likeness at all.โ
โVery odd! but one never does form a just idea of any body beforehand.
One takes up a notion, and runs away with it. Mr. Dixon, you say, is not,
strictly speaking, handsome.โ
โHandsome! Oh noโfar from itโcertainly plain. I told you he was
plain.โ
โMy dear, you said that Miss Campbell would not allow him to be plain,
and that you yourselfโโ
โOh, as for me, my judgment is worth nothing. Where I have a regard, I
always think a person well looking. But I gave what I believed the general
opinion, when I called him plain.โ
โWell, my dear Jane, I believe we must be running away. The weather
does not look well, and grandmamma will be uneasy. You are too obliging,
my dear Miss Woodhouse; but we really must take leave. This has been a
most agreeable piece of news indeed. I shall just go round by Mrs. Coleโs;
but I shall not stop three minutes: and, Jane, you had better go home
directlyโI would not have you out in a shower! We think she is the better
for Highbury already. Thank you, we do indeed. I shall not attempt calling
on Mrs. Goddard, for I really do not think she cares for any thing but boiled
pork: when we dress the leg it will be another thing. Good morning to you,
my dear sir. Oh, Mr. Knightley is coming too. Well, that is so very!โI am
sure if Jane is tired, you will be so kind as to give her your arm. Mr. Elton,
and Miss Hawkins. Good morning to you.โ
Emma, alone with her father, had half her attention wanted by him, while
he lamented that young people would be in such a hurry to marryโand to
marry strangers tooโand the other half she could give to her own view of
the subject. It was to herself an amusing and a very welcome piece of news,
as proving that Mr. Elton could not have suffered long; but she was sorry
for Harriet: Harriet must feel itโand all that she could hope was, by giving
the first information herself, to save her from hearing it abruptly from
others. It was now about the time that she was likely to call. If she were to
meet Miss Bates in her way!โand upon its beginning to rain, Emma was
obliged to expect that the weather would be detaining her at Mrs.
Goddardโs, and that the intelligence would undoubtedly rush upon her
without preparation.
The shower was heavy, but short; and it had not been over five minutes,
when in came Harriet, with just the heated, agitated look which hurrying
thither with a full heart was likely to give; and the โOh, Miss Woodhouse,
what do you think has happened?โ which instantly burst forth, had all the
evidence of corresponding perturbation. As the blow was given, Emma felt
that she could not now show greater kindness than in listening; and Harriet,
unchecked, ran eagerly through what she had to tell. โShe had set out from
Mrs. Goddardโs half an hour agoโshe had been afraid it would rainโshe
had been afraid it would pour down every momentโbut she thought she
might get to Hartfield firstโshe had hurried on as fast as possible; but then,
as she was passing by the house where a young woman was making up a
gown for her, she thought she would just step in and see how it went on;
and though she did not seem to stay half a moment there, soon after she
came out it began to rain, and she did not know what to do; so she ran on
directly, as fast as she could, and took shelter at Fordโs.โ Fordโs was the
principal woollen-draper, linen-draper, and haberdasherโs shop unitedโthe
shop first in size and fashion in the place. โAnd so, there she had sat,
without an idea of any thing in the world, full ten minutes, perhapsโwhere,
all of a sudden, who should come inโto be sure it was so very odd!โbut
they always dealt at Fordโsโwho should come in, but Elizabeth Martin and
her brother! Dear Miss Woodhouse! only think. I thought I should have
fainted. I did not know what to do. I was sitting near the doorโElizabeth
saw me directly; but he did not; he was busy with the umbrella. I am sure
she saw me, but she looked away directly, and took no notice; and they both
went to quite the farther end of the shop; and I kept sitting near the door. Oh
dear; I was so miserable! I am sure I must have been as white as my gown. I
could not go away, you know, because of the rain; but I did so wish myself
any where in the world but there. Oh dear, Miss Woodhouseโwell, at last, I
fancy, he looked round and saw me; for, instead of going on with their
buyings, they began whispering to one another. I am sure they were talking
of me; and I could not help thinking that he was persuading her to speak to
meโ(do you think he was, Miss Woodhouse?) โfor presently she came
forwardโcame quite up to me, and asked me how I did, and seemed ready
to shake hands, if I would. She did not do any of it in the same way that she
used; I could see she was altered; but, however, she seemed to try to be very
friendly, and we shook hands, and stood talking some time; but I know no
more what I saidโI was in such a tremble! I remember she said she was
sorry we never met now; which I thought almost too kind! Dear Miss
Woodhouse, I was absolutely miserable! By that time, it was beginning to
hold up, and I was determined that nothing should stop me from getting
awayโand thenโonly think!โI found he was coming up towards me too
โslowly, you know, and as if he did not quite know what to do; and so he
came and spoke, and I answeredโand I stood for a minute, feeling
dreadfully, you know, one cannot tell how; and then I took courage, and
said it did not rain, and I must go; and so off I set: and I had not got three
yards from the door, when he came after me, only to say, if I was going to
Hartfield, he thought I had much better go round by Mr. Coleโs stables, for I
should find the near way quite floated by this rain. Oh dear, I thought it
would have been the death of me! So I said, I was very much obliged to
him: you know I could not do less; and then he went back to Elizabeth, and
I came round by the stablesโI believe I didโbut I hardly knew where I
was, or any thing about it. Oh, Miss Woodhouse, I would rather have done
any thing than had it happen; and yet, you know, there was a sort of
satisfaction in seeing him behave so pleasantly and so kindly. And
Elizabeth, too. Oh, Miss Woodhouse, do talk to me, and make me
comfortable again.โ
Very sincerely did Emma wish to do so; but it was not immediately in her
power. She was obliged to stop and think. She was not thoroughly
comfortable herself. The young manโs conduct, and his sisterโs, seemed the
result of real feeling, and she could not but pity them. As Harriet described
it, there had been an interesting mixture of wounded affection and genuine
delicacy in their behaviour: but she had believed them to be well-meaning,
worthy people, before; and what difference did this make in the evils of the
connection? It was folly to be disturbed by it. Of course, he must be sorry to
lose her,โthey must be all sorry: ambition, as well as love, had probably
been mortified. They might all have hoped to rise by Harrietโs acquaintance;
and besides, what was the value of Harrietโs description? So easily pleased,
โso little discerning,โwhat signified her praise?
She exerted herself, and did try to make her comfortable, by considering
all that had passed as a mere trifle, and quite unworthy of being dwelt on.
โIt might be distressing for the moment,โ said she, โbut you seem to have
behaved extremely well; and it is over,โand may never,โcan never, as a
first meeting,โoccur again, and therefore you need not think about it.โ
Harriet said, โVery true,โ and she โwould not think about it;โ but still she
talked of itโstill she could talk of nothing else; and Emma, at last, in order
to put the Martins out of her head, was obliged to hurry on the news, which
she had meant to give with so much tender caution, hardly knowing herself
whether to rejoice or be angry, ashamed or only amused, at such a state of
mind in poor Harrietโsuch a conclusion of Mr. Eltonโs importance with
her!
Mr. Eltonโs rights, however, gradually revived. Though she did not feel
the first intelligence as she might have done the day before, or an hour
before, its interest soon increased; and before their first conversation was
over, she had talked herself into all the sensations of curiosity, wonder and
regret, pain and pleasure, as to this fortunate Miss Hawkins, which could
conduce to place the Martins under proper subordination in her fancy.
Emma learned to be rather glad that there had been such a meeting. It had
been serviceable in deadening the first shock, without retaining any
influence to alarm. As Harriet now lived, the Martins could not get at her,
without seeking her, where hitherto they had wanted either the courage or
the condescension to seek her; for since her refusal of the brother, the sisters
had never been at Mrs. Goddardโs; and a twelvemonth might pass without
their being thrown together again, with any necessity, or even any power of
speech.